I feel overwhelmed, and inadequate, and like I don't really know what the heck I'm doing in this life of mine.

But it's such a good day. It shouldn't even be a good day but it is! I was home sick, I have a crap load of homework to do, I didn't get to spend as much time with friends as I wanted this weekend, and to be honest it will be a freakin miracle if I pass all my classes this semester. Ahhhhhh!

Life is so good though.

I'm eating a weird mix of peas in a really basic chicken salad, drinking a juice I don't particularly like. And I'm sitting across the table from Baby Housemate, the one who seriously makes my heart so happy. It's not the same friendship that I have with the Beauty next door who just gets me. She gets so happy and excited over the tiniest things and it just makes. me. so. happy. She glows. I love that. The Beauty is the one that keeps tabs on me, makes sure that I'm alive and well even when she isn't doing too hot. She makes me feel like I matter. She's my fav.

I'm happy. These girls make me happy. God makes me happy cause I know He's paying attention. Also I have peppermint hot cocoa!!! How is that not the greatest thing ever?! And I have knitting stuff :)

Basically my life is a mess and it's freakin awesome.